"And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me." 2 Corinthians 12:9

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Potty training! Yes Cyann is potty training and she is doing GREAT!

YEA!!!!

I have to confess though it is so hard, I feel bad I am spending so much time training Cyann, I feel the other girls are getting left out. :( Its so hard.

I am working on trying to include the others and Im hopping this is just temporary. Right, this should take a week of focusing on training her and then it will get better? I know it does not always work that way but if you wouldn't mind praying that this training process would take and all that would be GREATLY appreciated.

THREE!!

I just spent the last hour holding my baby. OH Wait, She is not a baby anymore. She is one month shy of THREE!

I cant believe how time has flown by, really its crazy how it really feels like yesterday that I was holding the hairiest baby I had ever seen. :) She was so perfect. My little bear. Didlebear.

We have grow so close over the last few years. Been through so much and have overcome so many challenges. They have said you can't or wouldn't but you HAVE.

Your almost THREE!!! Can you believe it!
Im so proud of you! and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Love mommy

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Post surgery recap

Noelles surgery went really well. She did great and was declared the model patient of the day (she was the only one who woke up not screaming).

She was wide eyed and happy this early morning. :)

All dressed in our cute hospital gown.

I wish I looked so cute. This is after the relaxer they gave her, she was crazy loopy, it was to funny.

Post surgery she drank 16 oz of water right off and then just hugged her cup.
At home swinging and eating a snack. She has had so much water and juice its great. While she was eating oatmeal she would take a bit and cry while she swallowed so I gave her some Lortab, she is lots better now. Thank the Lord for medicine.
Thank you all my dear friends for all your prays and support.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Surgery

I know its been way to long since I have posted but I am hoping I will post more often, we will see.

Tonight we are getting ready for surgery number 3. Noelle is having Myringotomy with Tube placement and Adenoidectony in short tubes placed in her ears and her Adenoid removed.

This is her second Tube placement. She has had a rough last few months and I am looking forward to having my sweet clean nosed little girl back that loves to laugh and play. I am excited to see if this helps little Noelle in the whole snoring department.

The whole thing will take 20 mins and she will be completely out for the whole thing which is scary for me. I dont like it when she is under and she is a bear when she comes out of it.

I will let you know how it all goes tomorrow. Im going to go to sleep its an early morning.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Noelle Update

well folks Noelle is the most amazing little girl, nothing not even a scary long named syndrome can hold her back.

She is talking!!!! yes she is saying WORDS!!!! Yes even whole sentences!!!!!

She has said "I want one." "Who's that?" "Want more" "Need that" "Mama dirty" (her diaper was dirty) "Want that"

I love hearing her say things! It is so wonderful.

In other news she is getting glasses today. She is near sighted, Im hoping this will help some with her walking. (she stumbles alot and does not see steps) I will post pictures when we get them.

well thats all the exciting news for now. Who said that RTS would hold her back?

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

the night of a mommy of 4 little girls looks like

10 go to bed
10:30 fall asleep
12 Tenley awakes and wants to eat
12:30 Tenley is back to sleep i go back to bed
1:45 someone cried (not sure who it was but they were dreaming) back to bed
3 Noelle awakes crying (I go in she has her feet out the crib and is stuck, get her back in bed and I go back to bed
4 Cyann awakes crying (I wake Jon to go check on her) she was dreaming, he comforts her for a few minutes and gives her another blanket he comes back to bed and tells me what was wrong.
4:45 Tenley awakes and wants to eat
5 Tenley is back in bed fed and asleep
7 Jon gets up and goes to work
7:30 just as Jon is leaving Zoey wakes up and is starving so I get up


Some nights are better than this but most are like this. I would also like to note that I dont go to bed normally before 11.

Monday, September 27, 2010

What being a Mommy of 4 is like.

So today my day has been like this:

Jon's alarm went off at 6:30, He did not get up.
Zoey came in at 7 and told me she did not pee pee in her bed (YEAH!!!!!) I sent her back to bed.
Jon got up at 7:20 and went to work
I get up and read my bible and get dressed and ready for the day.
8:00 Tenley and Zoey woke up, so I feed Tenley
8:20 Zoey and I fix breakfast
8:30 breakfast is in the oven and Z and I are moving laundry and unloading the dishwasher
8:50 Cyann and Noelle wake up, so I change diapers and kiss on them for a few minutes
9:00 Breakfast is done, needs to cool a bit
9:15 kids eat I grab a few bits and drink my coffee
10:00 kids all done eating (yes they enjoy there food very much)
10:05 Get everyone dressed (not planning on going any were but I like to get them dressed anyway)
10:30 (Yes it takes that long to get 4 wiggly girls dressed) Play time and I feed Tenley
10:45 Tenley lays down for a nap
11:30 Quite room time (Cyann and Noelle play in there beds and Zoey plays in her room), during this time I am paying bills, moving laundry, folding laundry, and picking up the house.
12:00 Start lunch
12:15 eat lunch and while the girls are eating I move laundry
1:00 play time outside
1:45 Tenley wakes up and I feed her
2:00 Nap time (I do my best to get all the girls to nap at the same time) but Tenley sleep longer than normal so she is still awake.
4:00 play time
4:30 Feed Tenley
5:00 clean up house and start supper
5:40 Jon gets home (sometimes)
5:45 Supper time
6:30 ish suppers over play time with dad (I feed Tenley)
7:30 Bed time

Monday, September 13, 2010

The whole Family

We had a great friend and photographer take some pictures for us!






Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Totally broken

journal entry this morning

Its been a very hard morning. I really dislike my child right now everything is setting me on edge. My mind keeps saying 'how can I love someone who treats me like this, I now what is best for her but she bulks at everything, we clash all the time, why did God give me a child like this.'

I sent everyone to there rooms because I Needed a 'time out'. I turned on some music with out really thinking I picked Todd Agnew the first song Something Beautiful totally convicted me. The chorus is what got to me, God does not see me as the sinner that I am He see's Christ who payed for my sins. That is how I need to see my daughter, Christ covers her sin and loves her even when she sins.

The song goes like this:

I am struggling to find a way to make myself attractive to You, attractive to You
I am trying to be more deserving of the gift You have to me, so free

Chorus:
It's funny how all I can be is someone completely ugly
And yet when You look at me, You don't see a wretch,
You see a reflection of something beautiful

I am searching for the water that can wash me clean enough to earn Your love
I want to stop all the things that break Your heart, but come so natural to me, naturally

CHORUS

I can't believe you could fall in love with me.




Tears began to sting my eyes as I realized thats how I am with Gods Correction in my life, I bulk, I scream, cry, run the other way. How I break his heart day after day. Totally broken

Monday, August 9, 2010

homemade Ice cream

This is the best homemade ice cream recipe I have ever had.

Jackson Homemade Ice cream

2 cans condensed milk
1 qt half and half
1 qt whole milk
1/2 cup egg beaters
1 tsp vanilla
1 cup sugar
4 cups fruit

I made peach the other day and it was amazing.

Note it is best to puree 3 of the cups of fruit and chop the remaining cut of fruit in to small cubes.

please make it and enjoy.

Friday, July 9, 2010

Fourth of July 2010


Ok so I uploaded the picture backward and dont have time to change it. Sorry.

Happy 4th of July


















All the kids except Tenley.

We had a blast this July 4th.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Tenley Tessera June Jackson


Introducing Tenley to the blog:


Born June 1, 2010 at 10:14 PM

She was 6 LB. 9 OZ.

And 19 1/2 IN.



Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Zoo trip April 1 2010

We went to the Zoo for the first time this spring and we had a blast. We took a picnic, played at the park, and of course we saw all the animals.

We rode the Train.
From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here

And loved it.
From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here

Zoey
From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here

HA I love this little girl.
From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here

I love that smile!!!
From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here

Monkey
From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here

My Love! with the monkey
From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here

Zoey loved this Cat.
From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here


From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here


From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here

HAHAHAHA Jon loved this sign.
From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here

My monkey
From 04.02.10 - at the zoo - and eve gets here

Easter 2010

Here are some pictures of the Easter weekend. Some how I did not get any pictures of the girls on Easter day in there dresses so I will have to get a picture next time they wear them. Sorry


Family picture (best one out of fifteen or so)
From 04.03.10 - easter eggs

Noelle saying "please"
From 04.03.10 - easter eggs


Noelle saying "I dont know"
From 04.03.10 - easter eggs

Big girl Cyann coloring on the driveway.
From 04.03.10 - easter eggs

Look how big my baby is.
From 04.03.10 - easter eggs

Cousins Eva and Zoey with Gpa
From 04.03.10 - easter eggs

Aunt Micha and Noelle They hung out alot on Saturday. Thanks Aunt Micha
From 04.03.10 - easter eggs

The girls had a blast dyeing eggs. Noelle's hands were green when she was done but it was lots of hands on fun. (Note for next year: Oxy clean takes the dye out of hands and clothes)

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I was looking back at last year around this time and found this...

Noelle Eating puffs from that jon jackson on Vimeo.




OH we have come so far but I love the little wiggle she use to do when she was happy, she still does it a little bit.

My life ONE year ago was very full I had a newborn, a one year old and a almost 3 year old, now I have a one year old and a two year old, a almost 4 year old, and in two and a half months a newborn.

I have come to rest in and lean on this verse:

2 Corinthians 12:9 - "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me."

For all of you moms out there that have asked me lately how I do it well this is how. Christ is my strength and He carries me through my day. That is Everyday if I try and do it on my own I fail but NEVER have I asked and God not picked me up and wrapped His powerful arms around me and carried me through the hard days.

I hope that encourages you just like it does me.

God bless you

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Noelle's Birthday ( sorry a little late)

Noelle is TWO Years old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can not believe how fast the time has flown by. It is amazing to me to think about all that has happened in the last two years.

Here are some pictures of the party!

The Cake!!!
From 03.15.10 - noelles birthday

She was very excited about the cake but not the candles.
From 03.15.10 - noelles birthday

Admiring the cake. Noelle just wants to eat it.
From 03.15.10 - noelles birthday

Cyann trying to blow the candle out.
From 03.15.10 - noelles birthday

Loving the cake!
From 03.15.10 - noelles birthday

By the end of the night Noelle was a little overwhelmed by the end of the night.
From 03.15.10 - noelles birthday


Noelle I cant believe you are two years old. I love every little moment with you. I rejoice in your accomplishments and smile at your funny little habits. I love my neck snuggles in the mornings and all the many hugs throughout the day. You make me smile everyday. Thank you sweet Dittle Bug. I am looking forward to what this next year holds for us.

Love Mommy